Thursday, May 26, 2011

Stay, Little One, stay.

I read this passage yesterday in Ann Voskamp's One Thousand Gifts and I can't stop thinking about it...


My baby is five.  She falls asleep in my arms after the close of dinner prayers, us still seated at table, and I hold her long after the Farmer has put the rest of the tribe to bed, her curls damp and etching into my skin and I don't move.  Her face is turned toward mine, broad and open, eyelashes whisper of gold.  I trace her lips, gentle curve of all things beautiful.  The way her eyes danced today, soul light, the arch of her eyebrows and that lyrical laugh, heaven's echo that entirely undoes me.  Her breath is warm on my face, all that is alive and warm and breathing inside of her now, falling upon me, and I can't capture it, hold it, this, her life now, me in this moment.  She is leaving me, she's growing up and moving away from me and she stirs and I sweep back the crop of the golden ringlets.  Stay, Little One, stay.  Love's a deep wound and what is a mother without a child and why can't I hold on to now forever and her here and me here and why does time snatch away a heart I don't think mine can beat without?  Why do we all have to grow old?  Why do we have to keep saying good-bye?

She so beautifully puts to words all that's been in my heart for Cooper these past few months.  Since Cooper began doing anything more than just laying swaddled on a blanket, I've been struggling to let him grow, develop, change.  I just want to hold on to him, just as he is now, forever.  I know I can't have that- and I do anticipate and embrace all that he will do and become in his lifetime, I just treasure him this way, my precious baby boy.  Cooper is dealing with his 17th day of illness- a cold that turned into an ear infection and bronchiolitis (with two teeth coming in, to boot!)  He's been such a trooper and smiled through most of it- but who can blame him for the times that he gets fussy?!  During most of his nap times, the only sure-fire way to get him to sleep is to rock and sing to him.  And some of the time, I just hold him during his entire nap.  What could be more important that this moment and this beautiful gift from the Lord right in front of me?  This afternoon as I rocked him, I thought about Ann's words and tried to memorize his sweet face... the way his eyelashes curl, so long and dark against his milky skin... his golden waves of hair that remind me of silken thread from a fairy tale... his round, happy cheeks that must have already experienced a million kisses... his chubby little hands, always balled up in fists, but now relaxed... the smell of his milky breath and his little pouty lip.  I wouldn't change a single thing about this boy and I want to freeze him in my mind this way.

If I feel this way about my son, I can't help but think of the depths of the love of the Father for us- for me.

"How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!  And that is what we are!" 1 John 3:1

During ATS, we watched a video called "The Father Heart of God," by John Dawson.  He says, "No matter what you do or become in the eyes of the world, you will never cease to be anything more than a babe in your Father's arms."  Isn't that the truth?  Cooper has not done anything for me and still I couldn't love him more.  My love for him isn't based on the fact that he is the most beautiful baby in the entire world- or the fact that he is filled with such indescribable joy and delight- or the fact that one day he is going to be a valiant man who points the way to Jesus.  It's because he came from me.  He looks like me.  He was the overflow of marital love. And I adore this child with everything in me!

Friday, May 6, 2011

Mini

Last week Coop and I met my dad in College Station for lunch.  Naturally, Cooper NEEDED a trip to Toys-R-Us, because he's so into toys and all...
But a kid can dream, right?

Silhouette Tote Bag

I didn't get the "good gift giver" bone.  My sister did, and always comes up with the most thoughtful and creative gifts.  This year at Christmas, she gave me some beautiful aqua earrings because "they would make my eyes sparkle and make my hair shine like a mermaid."  Todd has had a few strikeouts in terms of gifts, but it's mostly home runs for him.  One time when we were dating, I casually mentioned that I'd always wanted a KitchenAid mixer and he got a huge group together to buy that $300 bad boy for me!  Then there was that time that he wrapped up the most beautiful diamond engagement ring that I'd ever seen and gave it to me on Christmas...  My mom is an incredibly generous gift giver- she LOVES showering people with gifts big and small.  And not only that, but she's not really "attached" to her belongings.  Last weekend, I felt like I practically stole a turquoise ring right off her finger!  I told her I liked it, and she said, "oh here.. you have it.  I never wear it." Even though she was wearing it RIGHT THEN!

I always WANT to give good gifts, and sometimes I think I do, but then there are just some holidays (ahem... Mother's Day) that just sneak up on me and I feel like my gift ends up falling short.  But not this year!  I actually feel really proud of the gift I will give to my mom this Mother's Day.

It's this Silhouette Tote Bag:


I used my new sewing skills and my old ironing skills to whip up this baby!  I sewed together the scarf (after the lady at the store cut the pieces to the right length and then marked off the diagonal for me, which was nice).  And then I made a little Silhouette of sweet Cooper's chunky little face.  Cooper got to go on the bag since he's the favorite kid anyways.

I was surprised that I was even able to get his lips in the picture, since his cheeks are so fluffy.
Making the bag was EASY!
Here's what you need:
-A canvas tote bag (mine was from Marshall's)
-Fusible web (Wonder Under)
-Fabric for your silhouette

First thing you do is take a picture of your little beauty.  I had to prop up some toys to get him to look up.  You might need to crop/zoom in on your picture once you are viewing it on your computer.  I played around with a few sizes before I got it to a size that I liked.  Then, print out your photo on cardstock.  Next, trace the outline of the cardstock silhouette with a dark pen so that you will be able to see through the transparent fusible web paper.  Next, trace the design onto the fusible web.  The directions for the fusible web might be a little different, but with mine, I ironed it to the wrong side of my fabric.  Lastly, I stuck it to the canvas bag and ironed it on.  SO SIMPLE!  I suppose I could top stitch the design to the bag, but I might mess that up, so it's best to leave it alone :)

And for once, it's a Mother's Day gift that I feel really proud of and really excited to give my incredibly deserving, inspiring, creative, and loving mom!

Sidenote- this Mother's Day is going to be extra special because we are dedicating my precious butterball, Cooper, to the Lord on Sunday.  That makes this Mama's heart VERY happy.



Saturday, April 30, 2011

Easter

Last Sunday, we had a great time of celebrating Easter with friends and family.  
The Easter Bunny left Mr. Cooper a few treats... a sock bunny, a teether, a rattle, The Story of Easter board book, a few jars of baby food, and some chocolate truffles.  I guess The Easter Bunny knows that Mommy & Daddy like chocolate.
I could just eat this kid up!
Mom did most of the cooking, but I prepared this awesome Asparagus & Melon Salad.  Thanks Giada!
It was so sweet of Clayton to skip his nap so he could hunt Easter eggs with everyone.  Love him!
Sweet Christina is due in June and I am SO excited for little Reid to get here!
All the Little Bitties
These guys are two peas in a pod!
Happy Easter from the Allens

"Why do you look for the living among the dead?  He is not here; He has risen!" Luke 24: 5-6

Friday, April 29, 2011

6 months

Happy Half-Birthday, Cooper!  Today, you are six months old!  I can't believe that you have been with us for half a year!  Where does the time go?  It is amazing how much you have transformed our lives in the six precious months that we've had you.  You are an incredible son!  This is what you've been up to this month...
Your feeding schedule hasn't changed in the past month.  You still eat 6 times a day plus some rice cereal in the morning.  You LOVE cereal, Coop, and can polish off a bowl in about 3 minutes!  In the next week or so, we will give you your first taste of baby food.  I bet you love it, big guy!  You are still on the same growth curve.  We found out today at your 6 month checkup that you weigh 16 lbs . and 13 oz. (35%) and are 25 1/4 long (10%).  You are just perfect!
You have gotten much more mobile this month- especially at bedtime!  You have started flipping over and sleeping on your side or your tummy.  When you are sleeping on your side, I think you look like such a little man!  Sometimes I have peeked in on you when you are sleeping, and you will be curled up in the funniest positions- swaddle kicked off, stuffed animals chewed on (instead of a paci), hugging the bumper, and oftentimes your body is flipped the opposite way of how I laid you down.  Oh goodness, Cooper, I love you!
We took you to see your very first bluebonnets this spring.  And like a good Texas boy, you loved them!  It was hard to get a picture of you looking at the camera, because your eyes were so focused on the sea of blue flowers.
I love your tiny little hands reaching out for the bluebonnets.  All of a sudden, your little baby hands have been starting to look like toddler hands to me- chubby and always grabbing for things.  When I feed you a bottle, you love to reach up and touch my face.  I will treasure those little moments with you, Cooper Boy!
You started sitting up on your own this month.  Way to go!  You seem to enjoy your toys so much more now that you can sit and look around when you play.  I am so proud of you, Cooper!
A few weeks ago, we had a scary trip to the Emergency Room.  When you weren't buckled into your swing and we weren't watching, you scooted out of the swing and bonked your head on the floor.  We rushed you up to the ER right away- Mommy & Daddy might have been more shaken up than you were, sweet boy!  Thankfully, the doctor could tell right away that everything was alright with you, since you were happy and laughing by the time we arrived at the hospital.  We only stayed at the ER for a couple of hours, but we definitely learned a hard lesson.  You will NOT be unbuckled ever again!  
On Easter weekend, we took a trip to the Antique Rose Emporium with Lolly, Aunt Megan, Aunt Kelly, and cousins Ellie & Blake.  All of the girls had a great time, and clearly, you were REALLY into looking at a bunch of roses with us.
Thankfully, you were your typical sweet self, and just napped while we strolled along!
You've been blowing tons of raspberries with your mouth this month.  It is so funny!  You seem to do it the most when you are really tired or cranky and just aren't sure what to do with yourself.  It's just another little thing that makes us love you even more!  All that raspberry blowing got kind of loud one Sunday in church, though, and we made an impromptu decision to let you play with the other babies in the church nursery.  You've spent 3 Sundays in the nursery and have done great each time! 
We think you are an affectionate little boy, because you LOVE giving us big open mouth "kisses" on the cheek or trying to grab onto our noses or chins.  We have nicknamed you "Sharky," because sometimes you seem like a little shark just waiting to latch onto our faces.  You are such a silly guy!
We celebrated your first Easter this month.  What fun that was!  We had an awesome time of worship at church, a yummy Easter brunch, an Easter egg hunt with some of your little friends, and plenty of pictures in your little seersucker outfit.  You are such a handsome boy!
This month, you have started making some "steps" towards crawling.  YIKES.  You can scoot forwards and backwards, as well as get up on your hands and knees.  Once you are on all fours, you aren't totally sure what to do with your hands.  Sometimes you hop your bottom legs like a little bunny; Sometimes you just face plant.  But we are SO PROUD of you, Baby Coop.  I can't believe you are on the move now.  Look out world!
You are such a gift to us, Little Love.  Sometimes I feel like my heart is going to burst open, because it is filled with such great love for you.  I pray that every day of your life you will know that you are loved, cherished, and delighted in, by Daddy & me and by our Heavenly Father.  We absolutely adore you, precious son.

Happy 6 month birthday!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Grilled Pizza

We made a grilled sausage & veggie pizza tonight and mmmmmmm... was it good!  It was too good not to share the recipe, in fact!  It's a Bobby Flay recipe, so you just KNOW it's good! Todd & I tried it last summer and were quickly obsessed with it!  We also learned that it is a great meal for us to cook together- and when it was all said and done, it only took about 20 minutes to prepare!  
So here's what you need:

1/2 lb. Italian sausage (we used 4 of the HEB original sausage links.  It was kind of a lot, but it was good, so don't judge!)
1/2 red onion, cut into 1/4 inch rings
1 red bell pepper
1 yellow bell pepper
Olive oil
Salt & pepper
Oregano
Store bought pizza dough, cut into 4 equal pieces
1/2 lb. Monterey Jack cheese (Bobby's recipe calls for Fontina)

{Grill the sausage links on both sides until they are browned and cooked through- about 10 minutes.  Brush the peppers & onions with olive oil and sprinkle salt and pepper.  Grill the veggies until they are soft- about 4 minutes.  Once they are cooked, remove from the grill and cut the sausage into 1/4 inch slices and roughly chop the veggies.

Brush the pizza dough with olive oil and sprinkle with a little oregano.  Put the pizza dough on the grill and grill both sides until it is golden brown and you can see grill lines- about 3 minutes.  Take the dough inside and assemble your pizzas with sausage, peppers, and onions.  Top the pizzas with a little cheese.

To melt the cheese, put the pizzas on a baking sheet in a preheated to 450 degree oven for about 5-10 minutes (until the cheese melts)

and then you top all of that with a basil vinaigrette, which is the BEST part, so don't skip it!}

Basil Vinaigrette
1/2 cup fresh basil leaves
1/4 cup white vinegar
1/2 cup olive oil
1 TBS honey
Salt & pepper

{Blend all vinaigrette ingredients in a blender & drizzle over pizza}

And there you have it!  Yum yum.

Side note: In Bobby Flay's recipe, he has about twice as many veggies, but I don't know how he fits all of that on a pizza.  2 bell peppers are PLENTY!  He also tops the pizza with ricotta/oregano, but in our opinion, it didn't add anything but calories to the pizza.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Sock Bunny

In celebration of Cooper's first Easter, I knew that I wanted to make something handmade to stick in his Easter basket.  At first I was going to sew him a cute spring chicken stuffed animal, but when I saw this sock bunny tutorial, I knew that he would love (chewing on) it just as much as I would love making it!
It was actually VERY simple.  But it's also VERY homespun and imperfect, so don't look too closely or you will see that the embroidery is elementary, the ears are crooked, and the stripes don't line up.  Stuffing the body took the most time.  I was thankful for a long trip to Canton with my mom behind the wheel, so I could sit and stuff.  I had a great time sewing this little guy for Mr. Coop, and am already in the process of making a couple of little bunnies for Ellie & Blake!
Oh, and here is the console table that I painted last week.  At first I couldn't decide if I liked it, but now I think I do.  I used chalk paint (which was WONDERFUL!) and a brown glaze, and it felt like a good transformation.  The decor on top is in process, so don't pay attention to that!
Happy Thursday!